her observations

NOVEMBER 17, 2O21

I feel so alone. I'm so depraved and no one knows it. I'm lost in the cycle of hypomania. I have to accept everything that comes my way because there's no use in fighting against it. Every second it feels like Hell's fire is closing in on me. I'm so anxious all the time and I can't shake it. I don't want to do this for much longer, something's gotta give.

here's something to listen to.

NOVEMBER 16, 2O21

I am entranced in my own demise.